The love in my heart
overwhelms my mind,
to the point my visions
blurry so I can’t see the line.
One that separates
Friend from foe
& lets me know,
When to hold on
or when to let go.
faded memories of love
The love I once knew
is ignorant to you,
real as penitentiary steel
w/ a zeal that’s...
“In Search I Might”
Somewhere along my train of thought,
A sudden rush created a spark.
A spark that flowed within my soul,
Longing for a friendship that would grow.
Nothing more than sincere rapport,
Built on loyalty, trust and more.
Maybe today, maybe tonight,
Maybe a week, or a year’s time,
But search and search, in search I might,
Find a special friend for life....
“The Journey of Life”
It twists and turns
With mountains to climb
And fires that burn
Shaped at a young age
So vulnerable and pure
Life at full speed
Is how we must learn
The good times and bad
Is a part of it all
When climbing a mountain
Sometimes you will fall
With each step we take
Comes pleasure and pain...
I’m so symbolic
Broke the 1st rule of fight club
Sacred truths so mystery
I don’t even know it.
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1st N8V on the moon
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P.S. Look at the forest. The straight trees are chopped down. The crooked...
Late to bed early to rise; the herd needs watchful eyes. Nomadic blood that no one can tame; preserve this blood not like the ancient beast slain. Protect the clan that buds from man; thunder echoes throughout the land. The energy of the God's is present in all that is spoke; drums and singing now the Pagan soul has awoke. Ignite the flame, Oh the divine spark; inhale the smoke of the...
MY NIGHTS DREAM
The hurt and pain I feel runs through me so deep.
That most nights it robs me of my sleep.
I’m all alone in this nightmare of mine.
I had hoped it would end if just given some time.
Never in my life did I figure this side of me I’d see.
I hate this feeling because of what it's doing to me.
I can’t understand what brought about this change
My Princess, my Queen
You’re everything I ever needed
And when I see your face
Or hear your voice
Then I know I am defeated.
Because I can fight a lion
Or kill a man
But I can’t look into your eyes
It’s like you see into my soul
It’s like you see past my disguise.
I ask myself why?
Why I do care about you so much...
“WARRIOR” By J. Narduci
SHARPEN YOU SWORD, SHINE YOUR SHIELD
When I’m gone will you really care
If it’s said and done will you have a tear to spare
Life is over so fast, yet days go so slow
Why this really is, I think only God can know
So what’s to become of me, or more importantly of you
What do we do with our actions no one else can do
The greatest mystery of all, we have to figure out
Because when we die, there can be no doubt...
Hello My Friend
We all get hurt and get pushed
Make excuses and deny the truth
Wonder whether we’re good enough
Hide behind a mirror of lies that
Look back at us
The fire is pretty
We know it burns to the touch
Yet, it awakens us
We’re alive in those moments,
Tormenting our soul
Too scared to be alone
So we pour gasoline,
So that it...
The first time I held you,
So small and brand new;
Tears came to my eyes;
And I whispered, “I love you”.
The first words you spoke,
Were music to my ears;
I was the one you ran to,
And got you through your fears.
The love in your eyes,
When you looked up at me;
Made my heart swell with pride,
And almost burst with glee....
When I think of you
I think of leaves falling in summers wind
I believe whole heartedly in your trust my friends
you've been her for me mor than those who share my DNA
and yet because of you I could care less they aren't her today
Telling you I love you is not enough
Telling you I adore all of you is maybe to much
Yet I know that when I look in your face...
The Personality Of The Pen
My daydreams drift into emotivity
That leaves internal scars inconspicuously
For who do I reveal these feelings to
My unspoken words I write them to you
The personality of the pen
Writes and discloses whatever mood that I’m in
I think, feel, then I express
That which does unveil my emptiness
My conceptions are written from line to line
“How do you Know?”
Laughing when your mad,
Smiling when your angry,
Crying when your happy,
Frowning when your pleased,
Giggling when your agitated,
Screaming when your titillated,
Thirsty when your wet,
Saturated when your dry,
Calm when your livid,
Serene when your mean,
What you have never known,
THAT’S HOW YOU KNOW!
When you look at me
And witness my personality,
What do you see?
Don’t be cliché or superficial;
Try to paint a detailed, fuller picture.
Assign characteristics, but then tell my why.
And if you can go deep, tell me why to that why,
As you try to undress my mind
To get a deeper understanding of the “me” in front of the “I”.
A Look Within
Patience and persistence is detrimental
to one’s existence, whether you’re
living good or going through a tough
transition. Life is hard, problematic, and truly
vicious, most fight through the tension by
conforming to some type of religion. It really
doesn’t matter if you’re Muslim, Catholic, or
Christian, without an understanding and faith
A Mysterious Being
You are beautiful, intelligent, mysterious
and when I see your face,
hear your voice the Unicorn comes to mind.
A beautiful beast that holds countless possibilities,
beckoning me to come explore the wonders
of your being.
The Intelligence that’s seen in your eyes
washes me away in a sea of bliss.
Only to laying me upon the beach of your...
I want to be there when you need me.
I want to hug you when you’re sad.
I want to be the person you come to, even when you’re mad.
No matter what I'll always listen and give you nothing but love.
I want to be your king and you my queen, living life madly in love.
I call out in despair, the echo keeps replying
“Is anybody there?” The sounds keep multiplying
Because the world just keeps on spinnin’, incessant as my mind,
I might just be invisible, but I’m not hard to find
Perhaps a 4 leaf clover, a diamond underground
So many broken promises and love is not found
This story is my own, very true indeed
“A Picture and a Thousand Words”
People say a picture can say a thousand words, but can a picture tell you the stories of the scars on my face? To the scars on my heart?
Did my picture tell you my goals and my dreams? The things that I have and haven’t accomplished?
Or did my picture tell you the man I am? Or the man I am destined to be?
If it did? There is nothing to be said. But if it...
“Just A Slob”
People are often unreasonable, illogical and selfish,
I forgive them Anyway.
If you’re kind, people may accuse me of selfish ulterior motives,
I’d be kind Anyway.
If I’m successful, I’ll win some camouflaged friends and true varmints.
I will succeed Anyway.
If I’m honorable in honesty...
From State To State
Change your mental state
And try to elevate
Reach another and try to educate
Slow down, sit quietly and meditate
So the distractions you can eliminate
While rising to a higher state
Some may say, “This aint real”
Cause they want to hear murder, murder, kill, kill
Like an action book labeled thriller,
But this is real,
Beautiful woman you are not invisible
And you should never be afraid to open up and be yourself.
When you thought no one was looking
I saw the pain you lived with day to day
How you looked into a broken mirror
And only saw a broken face,
But who you are goes deeper than your surface.
Are not what your name is.
A child alone with no...
Love Has Not
Love has no color ~
Than its empowering golden hue
A kaleidoscope of glittering memories
Enchanting, reflective even askew…
Love has no sight ~
Only inbred trust as vision
A compelling element of indulgence
Especially in times of indecision…
Love has no sound ~
But a thunderous roar in its debut
An orchestra of pious assemblies...
There comes a time in each of our lives where we have
Experienced what is called, “broken moments”. It was once
Said, “That without a foe, a person will never know their true
strength”. From the exiting of the womb, until the grave, every
one of us will experience unfavorable circumstances that will
either strengthen our resolve or utterly destroy us. ...
All my life I've been different, average Joes scatter
Out my way,
Blasé my own path through the dark, creative spark,
Light my way.
Not a worshipper of money, probably why I couldn’t keep
Her, I'm not trippin’, it’s her loss ‘cause I
Know there’s something deeper.
I held her in my arms, thought she’d always be mine
Even scattered scarlet petals on her bed, not just
All around nothing but white
But everywhere you look, you can see signs of life
A snowman dressed with grandpa’s old clothes
The little children make Frosty with a smiling pose
The joy of life can never be more present
The presence of snow is always its own link
It shows us there is more to life than we idly think
As a blizzard prevents all work and movement
I pray to God, hoping He’ll send me my best friend, girlfriend,
Fiancé, wife to me through this here pen-pal thing.
I’ll be the realest man she’ll ever know!
If your heart’s feeling what I’m saying, and you are looking
For a man like me, please get at me!!!
No lies, no games will make a strong relationship…
I’ll be waiting on you love!
Life – what is life, a long line
In my life, many things I hold inside
Speaking sense to irrational people, they won’t allow
We were told to be bold and proud
Things taught can be what makes you fall long and hard
We believe our teacher infallible, never scarred
Maybe we should have asked questions, thought long and hard
Life – Life is mistakes, Trial and...
When the time comes,
Will you say hello...
Open your arms,
Embrace me and welcome me home…
Can I sit and rest my feet
Quiet moments let them speak.
You were lost
Drifted away in the currents of the streams…