You can say sorry a million times, say I love you as much as you want, say whatever you want, whenever you want.
But if you’re not going to prove that the things you say are true, then don’t say anything at all. Because if you can’t show it, your words mean nothing. Don’t lie in order to satisfy somebody for a moment, because the pain that you cause them in the future can last them for a lifetime.
At times I catch myself in search for things I don’t truly need, such as material wishes, false titles, seeking love and acceptance from other’s, but then I came to the realization that…
I don’t need love, I need loyalty. I don’t need admiration, I need respect. I don’t need fame, I need success. I don’t need followers, I need believers. I don’t need help, I need opportunity.
Above all I need the favor of God, so I end in prayer. Give the Lord praise, praying for better ways, show me the righteous path, and how the shake demons when times are getting bad. Give me the strength I need to rebuke lust and greed, to take away my pain and the things I do in vain, to protect me from my foes, and wash and cleanse my soul.