I live in Wuthering Corner -- outside my window is a brick wall that the wind careens, cries, and howls against. This unit is an old boys' reformatory and is haunted; see shadowland.com. I live and try to survive in the dormitories of the damned. It is extremely hard for women to make parole in Texas (This is very unjust and wrong, by the way).
These people need the info found in near-death-experience books and books on saints, such as St. Pio and Therese Neumann. I love NDE books. The hereafter and the new heavens and the new earth (as found in the prophecies of the Bible) are our hope. God is going to come back. Jesus is waiting to come back. Hang on!
See "Face to Face with Jesus" by Samaa Habib, also "Bound to Lose, Destined to Win" by Kelley. Unfortunately I have severe insomnia and am slowly dying because I can't get the cheap generic med Elavil in Texas prisons. Texas prisons do not treat insomnia. I have had extremely bad insomnia for 32 years and it is killing me. Poor prison food, stress, and age are exacerbating the effects of prolonged sleep deprivation. In the midst of the materialistic plenty of America I am dying because I can't get help. I urgently need help. I have exhausted every avenue in prison for 16 years. I am innocent. I can prove it.
God bless you.
PS: Where I am now is like a cross between an airplane hangar and a bomb shelter. Please write me at the address below.