I lie awake on a long dark night
I can’t seem to control my mind anymore.
The pain and sadness are killing me inside
I can’t accept the life that is now mine.
This simple living without reason is my
I’m trying to hold on, but the thought
of being alone is the reason I feel so
I’m worn out and cold.
I’m barely holding it together
I’m living in this body and it just
won’t heal. I’m calloused to the bone.
The sun shines and I can’t seem to avoid
I think maybe I’m holding onto this life
Sometimes I feel like giving up. The
feeling won’t leave me.
With each new day I pray that it will
be the day I leave all this behind, but it’s
not, the nightmare continues.
So I remind myself that one day it will
all end. But today I choose to fight
for another tomorrow and the chance to
walk free and clear my name.