long time

hey all!!!

sorry I haven't been around to hang and laugh. my last few weeks are like if I'm in a roalercoaster....
it's still is, but it's weird all. I don't know really what to do.
and my family is worried, my mom is very ill and she is now in the hospitol :(
I'm not gonna put out the whole story who I trust here and wanna know pm me I'll write it, I can also use some good advice!

a penpal who I email have confessed his feelings to me, and I also now have contact with his mom, she is really sweet. and she told me that my pal D talks alot about me, and D tol me she is very protective over me cause she likes me ^^
but then the other thing is, my family is worried my aunt also said or asked in a hard way to stop writing with all my pals...
I understand her view, but I can't seem to tell how I feel about it, and they just think I'm living in a dream world -_-

ok anyway I'm back abit more lurking, cause of all the things here back home, and when I write a letter or I'm on this website, I get a very grumpy person on my back, hate that.
well for who wanna know whas up pm me! I miss you guys.
and I ned some good advice on stuff

hugs everyone

greets mel