I've got 2 things going on. For those of you who know the saga that is my current life this is for you, lol.
You all know I'm out of work and my apartment complex happens to be looking for office help. They want someone with leasing or bookkeeping experience. I can fudge the bookkeeping. I have no experience with Quickbooks or the like, but spreadsheets yes. Here is the problem: I've had a couple of scuffles with the management. Once when my car got towed I had a FIT (I parked my car in a reserved spot, but couldn't see that because the lighting was poor) and another time when they only gave me one day notice that they were going to be coming into the apartment for a non emergency issue. I took issue with them demanding to access my space on short notice when it wasn't an emergency. Anyway I'm an excellent employee, I just don't know if I'll get to prove that with my track record. Definitely going to need some luck there.
Second for those of you who have been there for me these last few months while I've been stressing out over my boyfriend's silence and what that means, I was about to cancel my trip to NY because I was beginning to feel like his heart wasn't in it anymore and I didn't see the need to go to NY to have my heart broken. He called and asked me not to cancel the trip and said that breaking up is not something that he wants and promised to fill in the gaps during our face to face visit so I'm going. I ask that you all wish me luck that I get this RESOLVED because I don't know how much more I can take!
My visit is on Saturday. I'll try to talk to my apartment complex tomorrow or Friday. EEK!:arghhhh:
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Good luck for your job and your trip to NY ! You've done the right choice, it'll be much easier to talk face to face and clear things out !
I ask that you all wish me luck that I get this RESOLVED because I don't know how much more I can take!
I dont know why exactly but your last line made me cry lol.when your loving someone in this situation you learn to ride the bumps, when they go silent. act like a complete idiot. say dumb stuff. when you think you have come to the end of your rope tie a knot in it and hang on. talk and talk and talk.. I know you can do this cos i know you love him.
GOOD LUCK and STAY SAFE on your trip.
Wish you not only for all to go well, but a safe trip.........
UK, i love what you wrote about tie a knot in the rope, but sometimes holding on makes you stronger, sometimes it's letting go....... :comfort_:
good luck with everything lady ! I'll be thinking of you on saturday :) :hug:
YMI, you know I'll be thinking of you on Saturday (Sunday for me)....and I'd love a text, and I'll call you back, so you can fill me in. As for the office job, we know you can talk your way into (or out of!) anything....they'll love ya hun :)
Travel safe hun....
Buena suerte
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Muchas gracias Chica! I'll text you.
Best of luck YMI!!! Only 1 more sleep :D
As a person who has been reading all your posts.
I too wish you good luck and hope all is RESOLVED soon.
I know with my PP things can change with every letter.
Update:
Boring stuff - I did speak to the guy in my apartment complex and told him that I would be giving him my resume by e-mail. (My printer is out of ink so I'll e-mail.) At least he didn't laugh in my face.
Right now I am at the airport getting ready to head home after my visit with my boyfriend.
Spent the night in the rental car at a rest stop. The state police barracks are at that rest stop. I slept from about 1 a.m. to 5:20 when I was suddenly too cold to fall back asleep so I started getting my act together to head to the visit.
The visit was nice though I didn't get any NEW information. His distance was caused by a number of things. First and foremost (in my mind) was the fact that he freaked out after my last visit. He claims we got married in SHU (things definitely got more serious when he was in the box) and we had his career all picked out, kids ([I]I'm[/I] not dying for those) and it just all scared the hell out of him as he's never done ANY of this. We kinda moved at breakneck speed and it freaked him out a bit.
Then of course we've got him transitioning to this new facility with much fewer privileges than he had gotten used to so he's miserable. Add to that the anniversary of a number of deaths of family members over these last few months and it all adds up to someone who just didn't feel like talking despite his feelings for me. He knows he was selfish in his silence and while he wouldn't make any promises, he says things will be better.
We had a very nice visit. Just nice to be able to touch him and kiss him. I licked his face. :yum: Forgot to do that the last time, lol. I have to live up to be as crazy as he thinks I am. :a3_4_20: I feel sooooooooooooooo much better.
If I don't get a job I don't think I'll make it for our birthdays in March, but I want to keep my fingers crossed. Our birthdays are 2 days apart. 2 Aries. Yikes!
Thanks for the well wishes and support.
YAY! Glad to hear your visit went well and you guys were able to sort out a few things. I bet you are feeling much better now :)
Great to hear YMI. Hopefully things continue to stay well for you :)
I feel worlds better!
We took a couple of pictures. Usually I take them home and get copies made to send to him, but this time he kept them and is supposed to get copies to send to me. Geesh I look like the Stay Puff Marshmallow Man next to him. I am sooooooo white and "fluffy" in the words of Gabriel Iglesias, lol. Ruben has got that nice cocoa color and I'm all white and pasty. He loved the pics though so that's what counts, right? Plus while taking the pics we both got a little booty action so that always makes the day a little brighter, lol.
LMAO white and "fluffy".
errr, Hoodwink, did you miss the bit about the booty action??!!!
...must say tho, the white and "fluffy" is cute....:00009136: